No different
I’m not sure why I got my hopes up. Why I thought this time would be different. This relationship. It wasn’t. I guess it’s not quite buried in the ground with tombstone erected, but it’s close. I know you can’t change people, I would like to, but I’m not going to even try because I’m sure it’s a lost cause. Damn it all. Is it so wrong that I want to start my life with someone before I’m 30? I’m getting closer to it. I’ll be 26 in less than a month and I don’t feel like I’m making any progress towards that goal. I also have a feeling my birthday is going to be another let down. Fuck life.